Monday, December 28, 2015

Nearly (almost!) 12,000 views for Christmas Visitations!!

A very Happy Holidays to you my amazing followers and supporters!

I hope this finds everyone well, and hopefully mostly rested from the cascade of holiday events...
You know though.... There is one more event left.... and it's an important one!!!

Can we get Christmas Visitations to hit 12,000 views before NEW YEAR'S DAY?

We're sure going to try!  Help us hit another milestone before the end of 2015 by continuing to watch, comment, and of course SHARE our film NOW!

A very HAPPY NEW YEAR!  Wishing you success and health in 2016!

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Monday, December 14, 2015


I'm very excited and proud to reveal the official image for my 2015 Holiday card!!

As you know, this is a yearly tradition that I always look forward to!  This year's image makes the holiday tradition eight years old!!  Eight images (well, technically more counting alternate shots), and eight years in total!!
As in previous years, I am so happy with the end results and appreciative of all of the hard work that went into this year's card!
I want to thank all the talented individuals who helped me create my iconic moment from Charles Dickens A Christmas Carol!  Special thanks to Photographer, Paul Webster, who was my photographer this year! Please see the entire team's details and names below!

Be sure to also check out for more holiday magic (and additional images)!!

Happy Holidays!  Hoping that you are visited with JOY & MAGIC in 2016!!

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Saturday, December 12, 2015


Christmas Visitations has been out for just over 2 weeks and we just passed another milestone....
3000 views of our film on YouTube!!

It really is a HAPPY holidays!  Thank you to everyone supporting the film by watching and sharing!  And if you haven't watched it yet, or shared it... now is the time!


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Thursday, December 3, 2015

THROWBACK THURSDAY: Holiday Card Edition!

Well it's December, and if I'm going to be doing any Throwbacks (#tbt) I figured they should all be HOLIDAY THEMED!  So, this throwback Thursday is dedicated to my holiday card tradition!

Can you believe it?
2015 will be the eighth year of my Holiday card tradition!  EIGHT YEARS!  How time flies!!  You can see ALL of my official Holiday Card images below, in chronological order, from the first year to the most recent.  In addition, just for you blog readers, I have even included a "clue" image for THIS YEAR'S card! Just a little sneak/tease.  See below!

Speaking of, I'm so excited to be revealing this year's the next week or so!  You know the drill, I have to first get the hard copy versions mailed out, THEN I can reveal online!! 
So if you are "on the list" or if you were one of the Christmas Visitations backers who signed up for the Holiday Card Reward, watch your mailboxes for some holiday magic very soon!!

This year's holiday card will ALSO come with an "online portion" just like last year's Blue Christmas did!!  I'll be releasing the link when I release the image!

Thank you for being a part of my world.  A very HAPPY HOLIDAYS to you and to your loved ones!

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Find the ONLINE portion for Blue Christmas here:

AND THIS YEARS IMAGE IS STILL... COMING SOON. In the meantime, your tease:

Wednesday, November 25, 2015

Visitations, of the Christmas kind.

November 25th, 2015

Exactly two years to the day, that I premiered my first holiday short film, Everything Twas, I am excited... no, actually, I'm overjoyed to premiere my new holiday short film, Christmas Visitations! I'm so proud of the film and all involved! Truly!

Thank you to all the cast and crew and to our kickstarter backers who helped make this film a reality!! You all are... AMAZING!


*Remember to help spread the word about Christmas Visitations by sharing and liking and commenting!

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Saturday, November 21, 2015

Only days away now...

The date for the world premiere of Christmas Visitations has been announced publicly... and we are now only days away from the premiere...
If you haven't yet, be sure to LIKE our fanpage & SUBSCRIBE to our YouTube.... NOW!!

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Monday, November 16, 2015

Eighth Year.

It's official!

My 2015 holiday cards have been ordered on Minted!!!!  And I'm not gonna lie, this holiday tradition of mine is a TON of work... sometimes, mid way through the process I ask myself... "WHY?!?"... "Why do I do it to myself?!?!".... LOL... So much planning, organization, money, effort, and magic goes in to every year!!

This year was no exception, however, something that did make this year a bit tougher was in addition to planning and preparing my 8th holiday card, I was also in production with Christmas Visitations!!  A holiday film!!

But now that I round the corner on the final lap, I am reminded as to why I do it.  Every year.  For eight years.... why I put myself through it all...


I can't wait to reveal this year's images... first via select mailboxes and then, later in December, officially ONLINE!!!


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Sunday, November 15, 2015

Visiting very soon....

It's just INCREDIBLE how it's all coming together!! What an AMAZING post production team Christmas Visitations has been blessed with....

Gareth Fient, Barni Sparkes, Erick Schroder, Dean Otusanya Wood are working their magic and the film... oh my god... the film... Let's just say... it's sweeter then the sweetest sweet!!

I'm so very truly excited to PREMIERE it. Soon.

But until then.... ANOTHER, brand new, tease.....


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Friday, November 6, 2015

NEW Christmas Visitations Trailer!!

It's here... a BRAND NEW trailer for my upcoming holiday film, Christmas Visitations!!
I'm so excited to premiere this one later this month!
In the meantime, please check out the Christmas Visitations Fan Page on Facebook and be sure to Subscribe to my YouTube channel!
There is so much more .... visiting ...coming soon.....


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*Check out a few on set photos and behind the scenes photos below:

Monday, September 14, 2015

boys become men PREMIERES (early)

I am so proud, and so very excited to premiere my new short film/music video hybrid, boys become men to you, my amazing supporters!!!  As a special thank you for your support, all of my blog followers and YouTube subscribers (just like you), are getting an advanced viewing of the film now!  The film will officially premiere tomorrow, on 9/15/15.

Similar to my previous hybrid, HELLO, I use an iconic artist's music (and song) to tell a new and different story.  There is an irony here, just like last time, but a much more political, satirical and personal story.  The viewer will hopefully be challenged to see the pop song (and it's original message) in a new light.
Different then HELLO, I do not appear in this film, but really loved the opportunity to focus solely on directing and producing it!
I enjoyed presenting a similar concept (i.e. hybrid film), but with a completely new execution, energy, look, and vibe.  Both films are related, but uniquely their own, and I couldn't be more proud!!

Thank you to the talented cast and the amazing crew I was fortunate enough to have help me create this project and who so honestly and openly committed to their stories and to my ideas.  I appreciate all of them sharing and participating!

And with no further ado... the world premiere of my film.... boys become men

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Tuesday, September 8, 2015

In ONE week

I am so excited to share the new short film/music video hybrid I directed with all of you in ONE week.
The world premiere of boys become men will happen September 15th, 2015

Subscribe NOW at my YouTube Channel so you don't miss it!

And see the teaser trailer for the film (and all of the other actor teasers) at the Music Videos Are My Messiah Playlist Now!!

Thanks for your support!!

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Thursday, September 3, 2015

Be a part of my next HOLIDAY themed project.. join the campaign!

No need to wait for the holiday season to start to begin giving.... tis the season.... now!
Join my kickstarter event and help make my next holiday themed project!

Please share with your networks of friends and family.

Thank you for your kind support of my art.

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Friday, August 21, 2015

Making life more AGREEABLE and much less HARSH....

With no further ado.... my dark comedy short film,

sauce (verb): to make agreeable or less harsh

Now available to view online, for the very first time!!!

(and below the film are some BTS photos from our shoot days)

I truly hope you enjoy this short film!!

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Behind the Scenes Photos from Sauce's 3 Day Shoot:

Thursday, August 20, 2015

sauce PREMIERES online!!! (FINALLY!)

I'm so excited... truly.... tomorrow, my dark comedy short film, sauce: to make agreeable or less harsh​ will (FINALLY!) premiere online. 
It will also become the first official film for TGIFF​.  (Thank God It's Film Fridays. A new community that supports and celebrates FILM & FILMMAKERS!!)  Find out more information at:

Be sure to SUBSCRIBE to my YouTube channel NOW, and see the short film TOMORROW!!
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Saturday, August 15, 2015

Over 1200 views in 2 weeks!!

I can't believe it!  This is what I love about the online world....
So. Random.

My video review of Janet Jackson's new music video "No Sleeep" has over 1200 views already, in addition to numerous comments...some thumbs up, and of course a ton of thumbs downs (from obsessive Janet fans) LOL
It's OK.  I really enjoyed doing the video review and think I may be doing more videos, similar to this one, soon.

If you haven't seen it yet, click below, and let me know YOUR thoughts!

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Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Teaser Premieres

I'm very excited to share that the official teaser trailer for my next project, boys become men, has premiered on my youtube channel.

See it now and after viewing, please be sure to LIKE it, SHARE it, REPOST it, and TWEET it.  Help support the cast and crew and help support independent film and film making!

I'm very excited to share more of this project and premiere the short film/music video hybrid very soon!!  Stay tuned!!

See the teaser trailer for boys become men here:

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Thursday, May 7, 2015

An effusively enthusiastic or ecstatic expression of feeling.


noun: rhapsody; plural noun: rhapsodies
an effusively enthusiastic or ecstatic expression of feeling.

I'm very excited to share that the 2006 short film, Rhapsody, is finally available to be seen online, for the very first time!
The film was one of the first "major" things I did and holds a special place in my heart!  It was such a fun (and at the time) original concept, plus a great learning experience to work on the film!  I've always been very proud of the end result!!
Rhapsody was an Official Selection for the International Newport Beach Film Festival (2006).

Blackbird Films present
Dan (Paul Howard) is a likeable loser with a failing love life. Just as Dan looses hope a series of strange events conspire to change his life.

Produced by BILL CLINTON
Directed by COREY MORRIS
Director of Photography RICHARD WILSON
Written by KEVIN REESE 
Sound Design by ONNALEE BLANK 

See the short film now at my YouTube channel!!

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Friday, April 24, 2015

Paul Howard's Actor/Producer/Director Reel (2015)

I am PROUD and excited to PREMIERE my brand new 2015 Actor/Producer/Director REEL!!

I love when I get to share a "retrospective" of all the current work I've done.  It's always nice to take a moment, and take stock of what you've accomplished...
Before moving onto NEW and MORE work....

Special Thanks to EVERYONE who appears and/or who helped to create these projects!!

THANK YOU and I hope you enjoy!



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Sunday, March 8, 2015


Today is International Women's Day, the purpose of the day ranges from general celebration of respect, appreciation, and love towards women to a celebration for women's economic, political, and social achievements.

I support EQUALITY and I support DIVERSITY. Also, being a huge fan of women, (so many specifically AMAZING women in my life) I wanted to celebrate ALL the women in my life and those who personally inspire me!!

So SOME specific shout outs.... First and foremost my mother, Suzi Hann for being the greatest example of what a mother can and should be, and inspiring me daily by leading by example and being the woman she is. To Jamie Dedeaux for showing me that we can grow and change and improve and by showing me what friendship, truly is. To Ms McIntosh, Micaela Muro Dimos and Kelly Ann McMichael who through their individual ways educated, supported, inspired and lovingly helped me to the career path I am proudly still on today. To my family Bonnie Friddle, Lisa Howard, Martha Drummond, Roslyn Eliaser, Debbie Ford, Sandi Ridge, Melanie Shipley, who love and accept me as I am and for who I am. To Karis Campbell who reminds me that you can have it "all" and still continue to seek a deeper level of love, understanding, and living. To Cathy Puga and Helena Armstrong who helped me to laugh and dream. To Gina Vadnais, Nancy Recasner, Lauren Ivy Chiong, Karen Marie Dedeaux for living their lives filled with love, with family, and with honesty. To Joyce Korman who taught me to laugh, and to love, and believed in me when I didn't.
Thank you. To all of you that personally inspire and love me. Thanks to all the others I couldn't name here, and the famous women, entertainers, politicians, and innovators that constantly amaze me. I celebrate you all. 

I celebrate diversity. I celebrate equality. I celebrate women.


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Thursday, February 12, 2015

Why Lionel Richie’s HELLO should be on your Halloween playlist not Valentine’s Day!!

When most people think of, or hear Lionel Richie’s iconic song, “Hello,” they hear a love song.  A pop song about a man experiencing love at first sight. A man experiencing true love.  A sweet romantic ballad perfectly constructed to appear on a Greatest Love Songs collection or your Valentine’s Day playlist.

I am not one of those people.


Hello has always sounded less like a power love ballad and more secret admirer/stalker song to me. 

Don’t get me wrong, I love Lionel Richie, I love his writing, his singing, and I love Hello.  I consider Hello to be one of the best pop songs of all time.  I just don’t think it should be celebrated as a love song.  At least not a traditional one.  As I have written before, I have always been struck by the song’s darker but clear message.  A message underneath the beautiful and simple love song lyrics.  Underneath the beautifully and richly sung notes.  There is something darker, something sinister underneath that simplicity.  It's there in the music too.  Listen for it.  Something stalking.  A repetitive "drumming" of the piano.  A repetitive note.  Like torture.  Even Lionel's voice has a whisper to it, a haunting feel and a clear desperation.

My fascination with this song and it’s darker intentions has in no way diminished it’s power as a pop song for me, in fact, I have a deeper respect for it and it’s one the reasons I was motivated (or driven) to create an entire project based on it!

On June 25th, 2014 I released this project online, my short film/music video hybrid, HELLO, which uses the song and it’s less common message to tell a new story.  Reactions to the project were mixed, if not fascinating, with some people “loving” the story and the intensity of a “love gone wrong", others were more shocked and surprised by the twist and turned off by the violence in it. 
I had people tell me that it reminded them of past relationships and that they could relate to the feelings the main character possesses (not my creative intention) others, some victims of abuse or domestic violence, said that it was painful to watch because it was realistic and reminded them of their past abuses (not exactly my creative intention either, but an amazing if not disturbing “compliment” to my work).  Overall I was pleased with the feedback because it got people talking.  It challenged them, and that, was in fact one of my creative intentions.  That, and to entertain (of course) in a creative new way that took something fairly old and deeply intrenched in our pop culture and present it in a new and exciting way.

I guess what I’m trying to say is that I love and respect the song, and love and respect Lionel Richie.  Got it?  Make sense?  OK.  Well now that I got that out of the way, I can now give you my “thesis” on why Hello should be played around Halloween, not Valentine’s Day!

I should say at this point that I'm not going to even go into the eighties produced music video for the song starring Lionel as a teacher who falls for one of his students, who happens to be blind and has absolutely no talent at making head busts look like their subjects!

OK.  Maybe just for a minute....The music video consists of Lionel calling his blind student on the phone in the middle of the night, singing of his love to her in class, secretly following her around the classroom halls, and eventually confronting her and discovering that she loves him too!  Haven't see it?  It's a hoot, and you should, here.
The music video directed by Bob Giraldi, is a mess in my opinion not because of the idea or the execution but because they tried to make a music video for a love song and as I will further explore, Hello is not a love song.  That's why I think my version of Hello works better for the song.

Getting back to the song... and specifically the lyrics.  Come on!!  Have you actually read the lyrics?  Not just listened to them on the radio but read them?

I've been alone with you
Inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips
A thousand times
I sometimes see you
Pass outside my door
Is it me you're looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted
And my arms are open wide
'cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much
I love you

If anyone told you that they had “been alone with you inside (their) mind” you’d back away slowly and hope to God that your cell phone gets good coverage for that much needed 911 call you are about to make.  You sure as hell wouldn’t think that it sounded romantic.  But because Lionel sings the lines so sweetly, and it’s a pop song we’re talking about here, you don’t really notice what he’s saying.
“And in my dreams I’ve kissed your lips a thousand times” he continues.  Alright, granted, this is a little less creepy and maybe a bit more romantic if you don’t mind some guy essentially telling you that you are in fact who he’s thought about, when he’s alone at night, eh-hum, all alone.  And for good measure, he’s telling you that he’s done it, with you in his mind, a thousand times!  Um…

But Lionel's only warming up, “I sometimes see you pass outside my door”… excuse me…what?  You see her outside your door, which means you watch her by peaking through your mini blinds or curtains, stealth like, as she passes your window presumably going to and from her home since, oh great, it appears they live near each other?  Maybe even neighbors!  But you don’t say hello to her (although you sure do like to sing it), no you instead just watch her silently and hidden.  Though you do have a nice view, apparently, since you’re able to analyze what is in her eyes!  You say as much next, “I can see it in your eyes.  I can see it in your smile.  You’re all I ever wanted” 
Wait.  Just a second.  Through your creeping, behind your blinds, you can see “it” in her eyes and smile?  Really?  Again, a normal person would be checking their cell phone and quietly punching the “9” and then the “1.”

He continues… "cause you know just what to say.  And you know just what to do” Wait, so this means they’ve met?  Or does it just mean that you listen in to her conversations with other neighbors.  Or maybe you’ve bugged her place with audio?

"And I want to tell you so much.  I love you”

So based on her eyes, her smile, and that she knows “just what to say and do” you know you’re in love?  Although, there is a high probability that you’ve never even exchanged dialogue with her.  OK.  I guess that’s not quite a stalker yet.  Just a cheesy love song, pop style.  Right?  Right??

*It should be noted however, that the music does start to change here.  For the first time we clearly hear a repetitive “striking” of the same note.  A piano maybe?  Regardless, this musical note is the same musical note, over and over again.  Rhythmic. Repetitive.  Like the dripping of a faucet, or of Chinese water torture.  Drip. Drip. Drip.  Even more creepy, just like Lionel’s character, the repetition has been there the whole time!!  The composition of the song is so brilliant though, that it has slyly hidden it from us until now.  And we should all be weary of repetition or someone doing the same thing over and over again.  Why, you ask?  Well, Albert Einstein said it best “Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.” 
Besides that, doesn’t the note, that dark, repetitive, haunting sound, doesn’t it remind you of something else?  It reminds me of the music from the classic horror film Psycho, specifically the music (if you can call it music) from the famous shower scene.  Go back and listen to Hello and then listen to the music from Psycho.  It’s not the same, Hello has a slower, less frantic sound, but both have an unnerving repetitiveness to them.  Go ahead, listen for yourself. Psycho Shower Scene

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I've just got to let you know

OK, here’s where it starts to get interesting lyrically.  You “long to see the sunlight in (her) hair?” Um, does this mean we can assume you haven’t spoken with her directly, or at the very least, you haven’t spoken with her in the daylight?  Kind of weird dude, you know, to confess your love to someone you haven’t even talked to in the light.  And on a side note, who says "I long" for something anyway?  You “long” for it?  Really?  To see sunlight in her hair?  Seems a bit….um, much.
Actually he's begun to use a lot of, intense words and phrases now, “my heart will overflow” “I’ve just got to let you know"… plus you repeat yourself, and promise to do more of it, if you ever do actually talk to her face to face, “And tell you time and time again how much I care”
Irrational emotions, intense language and feelings, repeating yourself…hmmm, you are starting to sound a little unhinged.  At least emotionally.  Maybe the crazy is not mental….

'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?

Nope.  You are crazy, with a capital “K”!!  You not only stalk her quietly and secretly but when she’s not around you wonder where she is, what she’s doing, and in my opinion, the creepiest line of the entire song, you wonder if she’s getting laid?  That is what he’s asking right, when he says, "or is someone loving you?”  You want to know if she’s getting laid.  Come on dude!  How is that any of your business?  This is something I expect from a lovelorn guy who was suddenly just broken up with by his girlfriend of 9 years.  Sure, then you are going to wonder, is she getting laid?  But wondering that, when you haven’t even met her face to face or talked to her, or seen her hair in the sunlight?  Creepy.  Real creepy.

Suddenly the music busts into the classic 80’s saxophone solo and then Lionel repeats the above lyrics.  Maybe for good measure?  There is something specifically different in him this time when he sings “or is someone loving you?” his intention has changed.  His phrasing very different and appears much darker and more sinister then when he sung the line the first time.  It’s also less “bright” this time around both in his note and delivery.  Is this a subtle way to communicate his fascination moving into obsession?  Want to listen for yourself?  I cued up the song to 2:13, the first time he delivers the line and then 3:29 the second time so you can hear the two versions.

Hello, is it me you're looking for?

I’m going to go out on a limb here and say, no, no you are not the one she is looking for since, well, since she doesn’t even know you exist Mr Stalker!

Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue

You haven’t got a clue?  Really?  How about, oh, I don’t know, introducing yourself to her!  That sounds like a good way to start.  Or even, maybe, stop spying on her?!!  Another great way to “win (her) heart” (or at least prevent her from calling the police).

And then, he does it.  He rocks this simple pop song into something so much more.  With one final line he puts everything into context and changes the game.   Most people don’t even notice though, they’ve been hypnotized by the melody, or the beautiful singing that Lionel knows how to do so well.

But let me start by saying I love you

Start?  He'll start there?  He’s probably never met this woman, and there is a high probability that he’s been,at the very least, secretly been spying on her but probably full on stalking.  He seems to finally have built his courage up and he’s going to meet her, face to face, and tell her something.  And that first thing he decides to tell her?  Well, it’s ironically not, hello!  No, when he first meets her, he’s going to tell her that he loves her (of course!).  Even for pop music this is fairly unnerving.

And brilliant.

Lionel Richie has created a romantic, stalker song.  That ever elusive goal in pop music.  Write a hit song that the general public loves, and plays at their weddings, and couples refer to “our song” while you laugh all the way to the bank knowing the irony.
The Police’s “Every Breathe You Take” is a great, more widely accepted example of a stalker song, as is Sarah McLachlan’s “Possession” which is literally a stalker song (Sarah said writing the song, using letters from various and disturbed obsessive fans was very “therapeutic.”).  And don’t get me started on Mariah Carey.  Pretty much every single pop song that woman has written freaks me out.  All of them are obsessive stalker songs and talk about how she is the best you ever had, and that you’ll never survive without her, and that you’ll be back for more.  Or else.  See “Someday” and “Always Be My Baby” as great examples.  In fact, David Cook covered “Always Be My Baby” and the song doesn’t work at all.  Not because he isn’t an able vocalist, but because the songs creepy lyrics are brought out tenfold with a deep male voice singing them.  Listen here.

All these songs are “catchy” and when taken out of context sound like loving ballads.  The perfect pop song.  But like Hello they are more then just cute ditties!  They are multi-level pieces of true artistry.  This is why Lionel Richie's Hello (and the other songs mentioned) should never appear on a Love Songs compilation.  They should never be played at weddings and should never be your Valentine’s Day anthem.

They are about love, but an unhealthy, non Hallmark endorsed love.

And like the stalkers to their pray, we should love them for what they are…. not what we want them to be.

Happy Valentine’s Day!

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